Do you ever just feel like you're going crazy and no one around you cares to notice?

In some ways life is great. Im on my own in college and I can do what I want when I want. The problem here is that I dont know what I want. Im on my own but I dont feel like it. I cant just pick up and leave at my will since I dont have my license or a car. I hope to change that this summer. Speaking of summer, I only have about 3 months left and school is over. 3 short months and im done with my freshman year in college. I have nothing to show for this. Hopefully a good GPA but no new life experiences to speak of. Im pathetic.

Its just one of those days where everything bothers me.

I should be doing english that due on Friday but instead I spend my time listening to music and going on myspace. Myspace depresses me today, yet I continue to go. I messed up last night and I cant get over it. I need a break from the internet.

I also realized that I havent talked to Kevin in weeks. I dont like that but I have nothing to talk to him about. He hates my music and since im pathetic thats all my life is at the moment.

I need to call Kate, and talk to my grandparents.

Time is running out. What am I gonna do about it?